Vertigo Star Kim Novak Is Spending Her 91st Birthday with ‘Friends and Lots of Fudge’ (Exclusive)

Tuesday marks the 91st birthday for Kim Novak, the star of Alfred Hitchcock’s 1958 film Vertigo, who walked away from Hollywood over five decades ago.

“She’s spending her birthday having a picnic on her property with friends and lots of fudge,” says her longtime manager and close friend Sue Cameron.

Life is sweet these days for Novak, who lives quietly on the Oregon coast, surrounded by her beloved horses.

In honor of her 91st birthday, read on for an interview from 2021 in which Novak shared why she left Hollywood and found her true self.

Over 50 years ago, Kim Novak, the enigmatic star of Alfred Hitchcock’s Vertigo, walked away from Hollywood. The woman who had once been the No. 1 box office draw in the world put her belongings in a van and drove north, first to Carmel, California and then two decades later to Oregon, to live her life as an artist.

“I had to leave to survive,” she tells PEOPLE. “It was a survival issue.”

“I lost a sense of who I truly was and what I stood for,” says Novak in a rare interview to talk about her new book, Kim Novak : Her Art and Life. published by the Butler Museum of American Art.

“I fought all the time back in Hollywood to keep my identity so you do whatever you have to do to hold on to who you are and what you stand for,” she explains.

“I’ve never done one of those tell-all books that they wanted me to do for so long, and I thought this is the kind of book I’d like to do,” she says of her art book. “Actually, I had written my autobiography and it was almost complete but I had a house fire and the house burned down and I made no copies. I just couldn’t go through it again because I had spent so much time. But it was okay because it was a catharsis just to do it.”

After starring in Picnic (1955) with William Holden, The Man With the Golden Arm (1955) and Pal Joey (1957), opposite Frank Sinatra, and Vertigo, with Jimmy Stewart, Novak was at the height of her career but still under the control of the studio.

As she writes in her book’s introduction, “I was both dazzled and disturbed to see me being packaged as a Hollywood sex symbol. However, I did win my fight over identity. I wouldn’t allow [Columbia Pictures chief] Harry Cohn to take my bohemian roots away by denying me my family name. Novak. I stood my ground and won my first major battle.”

Cohn wanted her to change her name to Kit Marlowe, telling her that audiences would be turned off by her Eastern European roots. She refused. In the late ’50s, she defied him again when she began dating singer Sammy Davis Jr. against his wishes and she fought to live her life as an independent woman.

“There was constant pressure to be seen and not heard,” writes Novak, “especially if you had a pretty face.”

“In Hollywood a lot of people assume who you are, because of the character you play, but also just because of who they expect you to be, how they expect you to dress,” she says. “It influences you because if you’re in some gorgeous sequined gown, you can’t run along the ocean and run on the beaches.”

“I kept feeling like I was going deeper and deeper, lost in almost like a quicksand, where it’s swallowing you up, your own personality, and I’d started to wonder who I am,” she explains. “I realized needed to save myself.”

She found peace living and painting in the Rogue River Valley of Oregon and notes, “I needed the Pacific Ocean to inspire me, the animals, the beauty.”

“I wanted to live a normal life and a life with animals,” says the actress, who had always loved drawing and painting as a young girl growing up in Chicago. She was awarded two scholarships to the Chicago Art Institute before she was spotted by a talent scout on a trip to L.A. and her life changed course.

Once she left Hollywood, Novak returned to her twin passions: art and animals. “My teachers were the animals, not just dogs and cats, but other animals, horses and llamas, whom you have to meet half way, because they’re not ready to accept humans. I had to learn to win them over,” she says. “They understand a person who’s genuine so I had to become more real and that made me rely on my inner self — and that also encouraged me to paint. Everything seemed to flow from that.”

“You learn how to count on, not how you look, which is a big thing as a movie star, especially if you were recognized because of how you look,” she adds. “That can be a difficult thing when you change — but looks had nothing to do with it.”

She met second husband, Robert Malloy, an equine veterinarian, in the late ’70s, when he paid her a house call to treat one of her Arabian horses. She called him her “soul mate.” He died last December.

“I don’t feel 87,” says Novak. “I don’t keep tract of the time. If I did, I’d be an old lady and I’m not an old lady. I’m still riding my horse. I stay as healthy as I can.”

In 2012, Novak revealed she’d been living with bipolar disorder. “I don’t mind being open about who I am because these are all characteristics which make you who you are, especially as an artist,” she says. “Now, of course, I have medication for it but the best medicine of all is art.”

She’s proud of her favorite films, including Vertigo and Bell, Book and Candle (1958), and has fond memories, especially of her friend and costar Jimmy Stewart. Says Novak: “He didn’t let Hollywood change who he was.”

“People can remember me in movies but I want them to see me as an artist,” says Novak, whose paintings were exhibited at a 2019 retrospective at the Butler Museum in Youngstown, Ohio. “What’s great about painting is, you become the director too. No one’s telling you how to do it. You get to direct the whole thing.”

“I’ve been influenced a lot by Hitchcock in my work because he did mysteries and at first glance, I want my painting to be a mystery,” she says. “I love being the director, the producer, the actor in my paintings.”

“This is who I am. I want people to see I was not just a movie star.”

Looking back, Novak says, “I’m so glad I didn’t do the tell-all book, where you write all about your love life. That wasn’t who I was. This book tells who I am. I just needed to be free.”

Explained for those who still don’t understand

Bras. They’re an everyday staple for millions of women worldwide, yet they remain a mystery to many—especially those who don’t wear them. Some find them fascinating, others perplexing, and a few even think they’re unnecessary. But let’s get one thing straight: bras are more than just pieces of fabric with straps. They serve a purpose, offer support, and can be a woman’s best friend or worst nightmare.

If you’ve ever been confused about why bras matter, why women complain about them, or why there’s such an overwhelming variety, sit tight. This article is here to break it all down in a way that even the most clueless person can understand.

What Is a Bra, Really?

At its core, a bra is an undergarment designed to support and cover a woman’s breasts. But that’s an oversimplification. A bra isn’t just about coverage—it’s about comfort, confidence, and sometimes even a fashion statement.

Bras come in different styles, each serving a unique purpose. Some are designed for everyday wear, others for sports, and some are purely decorative. But regardless of their design, they all aim to offer a combination of support, shape, and comfort.

Why Do Women Wear Bras?

Many people assume that bras are just for aesthetics, but that’s far from the truth. Here’s why women actually wear bras:

1. Support Matters

Breasts, regardless of size, need support. The weight of breast tissue can cause strain on the back and shoulders, especially for women with larger busts. A well-fitted bra helps distribute that weight and reduces discomfort.

2. Comfort Over Chaos

Walking, running, or even simple daily activities can be uncomfortable without a bra. Without support, breasts move freely, which can be painful, especially during physical activities. That’s why sports bras exist—to minimize movement and provide stability.

3. Shape & Confidence

Let’s be real: a good bra can make a difference in how clothes fit. Some bras enhance curves, while others smooth everything out. For many women, wearing a well-fitted bra makes them feel more put together and confident.

4. Fashion & Style

Bras aren’t just functional—they’re part of fashion. From lacy bralettes to seamless t-shirt bras, the right bra can elevate an outfit or remain completely invisible under clothes.

The Never-Ending Struggle: Why Bras Can Be a Hassle

While bras offer plenty of benefits, they’re not always perfect. In fact, they come with their fair share of struggles:

1. Finding the Right Fit Is a Nightmare

One of the biggest issues with bras is sizing. Many women struggle to find the perfect fit, and with so many brands having different size charts, it’s like playing a never-ending guessing game.

2. Straps That Dig & Bands That Pinch

Ever seen a woman discreetly adjusting her bra strap? That’s because straps can dig into the shoulders, and bands can feel too tight or too loose. A bad bra fit can turn a regular day into an uncomfortable experience.

3. The Dreaded Underwire Poke

Ah, the underwire—a blessing and a curse. It provides lift and shape, but when it snaps or pokes through the fabric? Pure agony.

4. The Expensive Reality

Good bras don’t come cheap. A well-made, comfortable bra can cost anywhere from $40 to over $100, making it an investment. And since bras wear out over time, women constantly need replacements.

The Different Types of Bras & Their Purpose

Not all bras are created equal. Here’s a quick breakdown of the different types and why women choose them:

• T-Shirt Bra – Smooth and seamless, perfect for everyday wear under tight clothing.
• Push-Up Bra – Lifts and enhances cleavage for a fuller look.
• Sports Bra – Minimizes movement and provides maximum support during physical activity.
• Strapless Bra – Ideal for outfits where straps would be visible.
• Bralette – Lightweight, wire-free, and often more stylish than supportive.
• Minimizer Bra – Designed to reduce the appearance of the bust size for a more streamlined look.

Why Some Women Choose Not to Wear Bras

Not every woman loves bras, and some choose to ditch them altogether. With the rise of the braless movement, more and more women are embracing comfort and going without. Here’s why:

• Comfort Above All – Some women find bras restrictive and prefer the freedom of going without.
• Body Positivity – Many women feel empowered embracing their natural shape without enhancement or restriction.
• Health Benefits – Some believe going braless improves circulation and reduces skin irritation.

Final Thoughts: To Bra or Not to Bra?

At the end of the day, wearing a bra is a personal choice. For some, it’s a must-have; for others, it’s unnecessary. But one thing’s for sure—bras aren’t just “extra fabric.” They play a crucial role in comfort, support, and confidence.

So, next time you hear someone wondering why bras matter, you’ll know exactly how to explain it. And for those who still don’t understand? Well, maybe they just need to try one on to get the full experience.